I Am Fukai Seikou: Twin Flame (Romance)

 had a dream for once riri didnt want me i wake up to jesus saying he dont want me gay either way ive been lied to so much idk the way i should go like why am i a girl i have more passion if i can be a guy

 in the bad dream i was so sad then i ate poison berries but didnt die and there was a light like actually idk if i ddied in the dream but point is…. i was sad but in real life idk if shes really my twin flame with all the signs if she said no that would sucks but id move on to like….try to be gifted with the next best one but i think off it as were sealed like in such a romantic was spirits are guiding us together maybe atleast me to her but like idk i love her i feel without her id cry like i am now i just every time i see her die in my mind i ball llol the thoughts too much but she says” its ok karen im here”

like with people like my moms death or someone close family etc thinking of their death i get teary but can shrug it off as it hasnt happened yet ima enjoy tthem all i can but when her death catches my esurprise in played out i cry more no offense just I knew the mom etc was fake when i pictured it but idk im not trying to be rude i think the more correct way to say it is theres alot of light in her that went in my eyes and heart touched i cried but pint is shes amazing i bet 🙂 and all she has to do is nothing but be herself

-___- cause its like when i picture it my mind goes blank like idk if it fake or not till my thoughtss turn back on

likee with her tthe catching myself by thinking is delayed compared to others i catch myself faster idk … i think idk if im wording it right i felt horrible when i thought my mom died but my significant other makes me feel better than my mom can 🙂 even though she is awesome um such a daze that was though

 very scary either way lol but riri she caught me though

it sucks in my dream riri told me on a beach she wasnt into me

i had a dream that i was gonna blow a blowtorch from the back of my head through my mouth at a guy first it was through a toy that morphed red dragon toy to riri a cool red dragon cause not all of them are bad but like i stopped when i saw ithe toy wasnt me it was riri i point it to my head and was in a shower room as a man with shorts no shirt point is keep riri in the back of my head burning as a twin flame lol fire breathing cheers to my enemies to cheer up

never did get the fire breath at them cause riri is at the back of my mind if she my tf i dont wanna recklessly risk my life for her to keep me you know?

i had a dream i was a guy and the dad was different than my dad and it was like a diff life and i was worried at him torturing me so i hurt his electronics and then he bashed me real bad i was like very bruised on my head then i switched to the brother and i beat up tthe dad but it was horrible till i noticed it turn more like a video game lol then it was a bit less threatening and fun with magic lol i killed the dad with the bruised kid when he healed some i went in him to kill the dad cause he was evil ….

but forr a moment i saw the dad kill me sent me to the grave but its like it had two endings like alternates

and she came to bless me that she really likes mee ad its strange to think shes satan so i use my faith to switch realities and voices i hear.. i cant believe shes the evil of this world cause it sucks too bad so i think theres a war goin on spiritually..its like some bring hell the others bring heaven snd i cat forget that theres two sides… two riris in slang satan likes to disguise but i recognize the lit up her the most the pure one faith turns the evil ones away so… yeah those dreams were great i saw little her grow up th eyoung her had a six pack of abs lol she looked very happy to see me she said she misses me and all that romantic stuff i just hope its real 

in my dream it was like all the bad in life is fake 

i had a dream before of me punching it was teaching me the people would just use violence back at me but like i dont see how my voice and angels would ever fail cause id be like im your friend i wish you peace …. i love you as a friend and family .. wouldnt that stop them if they had a heart?

i had a dream riri didnt take me yet cause she was afraid of gangs finding me but she felt better with my info

i had a dream rihanna added me on facebook under a different name but she webcamed me as proof it was her and later we met at a house my parents lived near by and it was her house our house and there was a dock bridge thing near by and i told her not to swim with sharks and i woke up lol

dreaming about her every day for like 5 months

i had a dream that cartoon network made a cartoon about spiritual guides etc faith that people are good then they are and it was super fuckin funny they totally channel the jokes and content now that was funny ahaha andd also…there was a voice last thing they said was “let her come is best ” like a great job i did and yeah thats for riri 🙂

i had a dream that rihanna took us all to heaven on earth and that she said in the dream im her one and only and we swapped genders and had sex 🙂 lol

i had a dream about rihanna where i met her and she kissed another guy in front of me and im like thinking that shed rather want a boy than me 

it was horrible i couldnt quite tell her in the dream about my who lead on by the spirits for years about how it should be us… i cared for her very much she was the same girl in vibe as my pleasure i felt her light a she kissed him “it was staged honey”

so like i wanted to talk to her i saw gaara in my youtube video and im like please give this to her im like rihanna its so important you dont kill yourself so i told her people staff members to if you care give this to her in the dream i forgot about telepathy being possible and she turned into a white girl with bblack hair and im like i that a different girl? but the brown her is the same in vibe