My Diary
I Am Fukai Seikou: Twin Flame (Romance)
Myths Busted and Hearts Unlocked With The Masters’ Key
(crossed out old title)
By Karen K. Soon
(Fukai Seikou= Japanese for close deep sincere love) ...
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Rewriting My Rihanna Signs Book ( I LOST THE OLD ONE) lol
Then Later: omg i found it https://drive.google.com/file/d/1yvC2teHHgfmJ1G8PDo7yBGZBS4fRZNnY/view?usp=sharing
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- if i sit here and say i dont know what to do i don’t know but if i fake it but use faith for the idea to come i get inspired right away lol
i know ima channel a flow with faith that i can say it perfectly to my heart lol the most important info to come first i will write down the flow
heres my old dream journal https://karensdreamjournal.home.blog/
I guess i will try to ignore her because I hate the negative parts of life
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- I think instead of directing it to other people I will direct it to myself so that its like a letter from my higher self + hers to me
- first thing that comes to find is i know who she really is
- yes
- she's not the source off feeling 'devil' (did you read my esoteric book today?) shes the sweet one cause i noticed there was two (angel versus devil)
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i used to be a rabbit hearted girl
I wanted to express how Romantic I Am....
For her id make ultimate self sacrifices to save her…..
Here is me writing below: (just to show a snip at my getting haunted in the past) (to stay strong in a non broken heart perhaps know i'm really happy now)
im so sad... the voice of rihanna idk if really her but she haunts me...i tried to turn away run to god but the focus on god she said that won't work because she said she will make jesus say he hates me and i tried to focus my all on the lord but she was right but i'm sad because she makes love to me in the wrong way i see visuals of her hurting me so when i said no she persisted and I gave in to letting her hurt me but she gave me intense good feelings said i just did a beautiful thing but i'm sad because she doesn’t seem to really love me i wish i was free from this curse i try faith in jesus now focusing on him again he says go with her
background: I just dreamt of rihanna before I even knew she was a real celebrity i dream about her in almost every single dream for a long time now ...its like this was all pre planned sometimes i feel like jesus the self sacrificial lover of all (lover of all i meant friends wise i love but not romance everyone
I try the lord again he said "i see your confused about rihanna she just thinks you're one of a kind at being extra loving that she can't get enough of how beautiful i behave for her to not be attacked back...
I just feel sad like I have to go
through it alone
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My update to prove i changed into being more happy and balanced there (with good voices too now):
With some tips Offering You
The Masters’ Keys
Book 1: Esoteric Knowledge (For Having and keeping a Very Happy Life!)
By Karen K. Soon (Channel Roah + Other Heavenly Beings)
Free book
