i had a dream a long time ago i self sacrificed me trying to save her we we native americans or something like in a tribe that got ambushed and she was my wife....for some reason her face was ugly but it came clearer it morphed into emmas face (again nothings actually ugly) it was showing me my feelings that emmas not ugly so she went back to normal and i turned and tried knifing the guy running at us she was behind me and everything went black i think it was a double KO

it was probably  a dream i had in 2010

the voice told me as i died in the dream to not to act with violence in this life and i felt like a kid who hacked and slashed with a knife like it was nothing....but the other guy was something you know?


sounds like he says get you  in the very beggining

Native american? savng emma, my death

i had a dream emma made plans to marry me and we drank a little of the jack Daniels with honey to celebrate i was kinda shy until she said she grew up a lot and she showed me wearing a tux as her plan for the wedding (she knows me) it was gray colored i think my mom saw us drink and she wanted to try some so i poured a bit on her hand it was like honey lol and she went crazy and was got in coma after crazy teens hit her and my dad turned into a mad drunk he said mom never wants to go on the knotts berry farm rides when shes drunk point of the dream is "arent you glad your parents are all for family" yes in real life they dont touch alcohol ,,, not saying its bad but hating is i hated the people in the dream of the people who hitt with their fists my mom and put her in a coma but after saying hate i said sorry i know im more loving than that again i don't believe nightmares but i grew in appreciation

what i meant by my mom going crazy is she ran down the street after tasting the honey and nearly dodged oncoming cars and the kids ran down the street with their arms linked making her fall they didnt fight her but later i found out she was resting in her van and a thing with fan propellers landed where her seat was and emmas mom said she might die cause she was on life support and my dad chased me and emma and we calmed him down there were people trying to fight us there it was kinda like the pool game chicken ? or the kind where we were on something like a bed to make us taller and me and emma found some peace in a room where she showed me a pic of me in a tuxedo

 i knew to not worry in order to help my mom but i'm glad it wasn't real i was feeling good on the little bit i had i said i get out of my shell with alcohol but if they hint for a family in the future i wanna be a good parent in the dream i knew i wasnt crazy

 i had another dream i was writing wedding vows to emma cause i felt shes really special in the dream and awake now i already knew that all along and feeling her higher self is amazing cause she helps me feel good and teaches me things like i didnt know emma draws she only showed me a few in real life i think thats really nice i always wanted to see her draw more lol

dream emma and me wedding plan

i had a dream i was with emma i asked her if she draws she said a lot and she went to show me some i held her from the back as a hug that i knew she liked we were doing it but then we were running away from bad ghosts and she changed into a horse for me to ride we were zooming around the castles walls and all of a sudden i was with my parents (woke up from a dream and was still dreaming lol) i saw my family and i ate berries of fruit with them it was night time midnight but i was too rested for more sleep... but my mom had purple hair extensions and it looked great she had lipstick on too it reminded me of 'scene people hair' and i told her in a friendly way that shes so pretty and i started singing "I've been missing you all around i still haven't had my girl friends"and woke up to the voice singing in my head lolol

Emma dream horse castle

For Tuesday:
i look and i know how positive this would be... i confirmed telepathy before with different people... i just don't wanna be let down, but then again i know voices can be true when tuned right too bad Tuesday doesn't always go on facebook idk if telepathy works every single time but its a risk i will be taking but at the same time... i feel her soul i feel her depths... shes very attractive i was the one to break up with her in the past but it's cause i had to learn a lot in life first and i was reading signs wrong and its not cause of she did bad.... it was more i have to learn more about life to get life to be fully realized how blessed we all can be



the pic says:

Ariel
(About an ArchAngel)
Karen: ArchAngel Ariel Who are you? (Asking her spirit through thoughts.)

Ariel: I am one of your many loves. 

Karen: As in lover, like Romance?

Ariel: Yes, but I’m not the only one. 

Karen: I’ve seen you in Visions, You’re Beautiful. Please say more...

Ariel: I Find you highly Romantic. It’s Quite Lovely. 

Karen: Enough About me I wish to know more about you. 

Ariel: O I like the quiet type. That’s you huh?

Karen: Yes, at times lol

Ariel: I embrace (karen) passionately. 

Karen: I'm not gonna write erotica but this soul is of the greatest. I can really sense that of her. 

Ariel: I’m Tuesday. Scuba Tuesday. Is what you know me as. 

Karen: That woman is you? Wow…So that’s why you’re also named Ariel!

Ariel: Yes, you 

Karen: I feel her soul is the same vibe as archangel Ariel...So im gonna go for it…

(Tuesday is kinda like an Ex GF of mine From my high school days.) If you Ariel is her
highest self ...Does Tuesday know what you know

Ariel: She often is in search of it...which is an unbroken heart to help her lead. 

Karen: Tuesday i do not wish to force romance on you…. But i’m wondering how true this
hearing voices talk is …. it feels real… Almost like i can touch you. But it’d be through
only our souls. I’m not even sure if you wanna date me but please let me know if you’d
wanna rekindle sometime. 


To Tuesday

i had a dream i was kurt the creator jesus but that i love everyone even the ones who tortured and tried to kill me in the dream the people who abused me did with medication being toxic and plugged into my hand then my head it hurt but i believed in god so it kept falling off which the poison of the big pharma drugs didnt affect me they kept putting it in me but god saves there was a chance were i got to use a cell phone or write a letter telling people just the city i was in which in the dream i was in Anaheim where i saw rihana write a song about my dream this one as if it was real and that she wants to know more about me i loved my abusers who tried to make me sick but it didnt affect me so they let me blow their cover and i ended up dying then came back to karens life awake lol

i let them kill me or theres an alternate where i didnt die and became a singer



 im pro at unconditional loving everyone lol

Listen to nirvana-in his hands same kurt 




iit was like human trafficking with nurses there doing illegal experiments of poisoning people



but i changed their heart at the end by my love

Me as kurt jesus

i keep having dreams that brianna and brogan dont hate me lol that we hang out in many dreams and they super cool with me if you're my old friend listening know id love to hear from you guys see how your doing and i care much love have a nice day whatever you choose

 brianna said she didnt talk to me cause she didnt know what to say that i kinda took her and her moms breathe away when i tried to die in 2014

and that i forget if this is true but donna hurt her ankles too in the dream i asked her how she got hurt and she said a car accident

ive been too lazy to write down dreams but i should be more into writing them so i wont forget but kurts showing up more as me yet again lol

Old friends and me as kurt in more dreams

i had a dream where people hated me even my old friends they said its cause my comics are what they hate the told me not to make anymore they wouldn't let me in their home and i cried it was Halloween in the dream i said i wont talk to the voices then like they said not to but i actually really like my voice hearing though in real life
  • Karen Soon in the dream the men were treating me bad with violence and one of them was my friends supposed boy friend who idk in real life and her father said he hates the part in the comic my old comic of dante getting tortured in hell its symbolic and that all men aren't evil and i asked my friend if shed rather get treated nice or date a mean celebrity i was trying to see if she was shallow and she said she wants to be treated nice
  • Karen Soon i know all men are'nt evil but i saw a lot were in the mental health areas but its ok cause i think that house was just itching for me to leave as if it was giving me signs i like it here a lot better and its a cozy home
  • Karen Soon i think the dreams message was to leave the past in the past and that it helped me grow into more positive and at the end of the dream i had  alot of money lol
  • Karen Soon like they hate the haunting of my past but they helped me not be like kurts old song ....which kurt was i in the previous dream he said he made rape me the song as an anti rape song that he wanted to save people by taking self sacrificial abuse even and that was me in this life younger me i didn't have hope in the world at the time
  • Karen Soon and in yesterdays dream my same friend said shes into being spiritually positive
  • Karen Soon its odd cause the spirits say i'm Jesus and i have only dreams of jesus where i'm him (the first one wasn't though but after that all jesus dreams was me) i see a lot of similarity even to the fact where john my red dragon spirit guide baptized me it was relating to the dream i had of the last shadow person was kept alive and grew into a dark version of earth chasing me
  • Karen Soon the dark figure was rihanna and she did haunt me in real life but was only to show my self sacrificial unconditional love for her and now i have that for me and i grew out of that stuff to see better that this world is safer than i previously thought
  • Karen Soon and i didn't mean to break the worlds hearts and i know i cant walk on water right now but the guides seemed to have given me telepathy legit
  • Karen Soon according to my room mate always speaks what i say to her in my head physically she repeats it and laughs at me lol but its all good lol
  • Karen Soon i had two other confirms well 3 or more in the past
  • Karen Soon i don't wanna be worshiped if im jesus i want everyone to be god too
  • Karen Soon and the outside world seems like they all acting as if they know me really just when they press my buttons in a bad way i tend to want to leave enough and found a better home
  • Karen Soon but note i miss my family and friends
  • Karen Soon in other words the people want to hear more positive from me spiritually
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